Sometimes it hurts: Life Thoughts

Life Thoughts is the section that will tell you a bit on experiences, philosophy, worries and joys. If you ever feel lost, feel uncomprehended, maybe you find a couple of answers or even just a company herein.

What do you do when it hurts as you listen to that song? What follows after the pain in your chest when you see that picture? Sometimes it hurts. It is a pain that has come to stay. Somehow the pain becomes smaller. It hurts less.

One cannot always live in the past. Living from the past is feeding from sadness. Memories have kept you alive, at the same time they have been your thief of energy. Just as the plant has to feed from the sunlight, you have been feeding from a light that is further and further away. It shines, it just does not keep you warm anymore. Your memories move further and further away.

Sometimes it hurts. It is a pain that comes with every song, every picture, every person. I wish I could talk to you. I wish I could just hug you one time. Then I will let go. I want new memories. I want a light that will be closer to me. One that keeps me warm. Then I start to believe I have moved forward. I am living the present. Getting smiles for myself.

But sometimes it hurts.